Go team Jessica!

Today I was super-excited for my lesson. I was prepared, I had actual music to show (a rarity, sadly), I was even early (generally, it's shocking if I'm on time). This is very atypical of Tueday mornings. Generally I run late, have little to show, and usually feel pretty crappy about what I did manage to accomplish that week. But not today! Today I felt good about what I brought in. And lesson was good; it seems strange, so often we don't really have content to go over, so todays lesson was different, and I'm not entirely sure how to go about fixing/working on the piece (yes, we discussed this, but talking and doing are two entirely different things).

AND I initiated some honeymoon planning (me initating anything but a fight in which I manage not to participate is uncommon) and scheduled meetings with the string quartet representative and dress fittings, and breifly discussed working at the livermore place for next year, which looks like it will happen.

I am amazingly proud of myself (shocking since I'm usually full of hate and criticisms towards moi) for actually getting shit done, and at the same time, it's kind of sad that it doesn't happen more often and that I am so proud of myself for just doing the things I should be doing anyway. But we're focusing on the positive here.

Go team me!