final score: 0 to 5

I got a letter from Peabody today. Of course, as soon as I saw it was a letter and not a package, I realized it was going to be a big fat NO in a much kinder and more loquacious way. I just want to know what I did wrong so I can work on it. Fuck! I mean, they took so damn long to get back to me, they could at least tell me something useful. grrr.

On the bright side (I suppose, I'm feeling rather Eeyore-ish today), there will be considerably less stress over moving since it won't be happening. And I'll be able to continue working with Hdez if he'll have me and I haven't completely pissed him off.

I miss school, damnit, and I want to go to grad school!