calm before the storm

I have been very nervous about teaching theory tomorrow. I don't know what makes me more nervous, talking in front of people for extended period of time, teaching in front of the professor who taught me all of this, or the possibility of being wrong and being corrected in front of everyone.

Anyhow, as of a couple of hours ago, my nerves left me. No more nervousness. Not sure why. I think I've done everything I could do to prepare. I think I've got the material under control. And I'm pretty confident about what I'm going to cover. I know I can do it. I also know that if I let my insecurities get to me, it can really fuck me up. So, here's to being confident!

We'll see how it goes.